Magkaibang Mundo

May kaibahan nga ba ang mundong ating ginagalawan ngayon? Makalayo sa bawa't isa, eto ang ating naging kapalaran. Andyan ka at ako'y nandito. Ilang libong milya ang layo sa isa't isa.


Tinatanong ko ang sarili, dahil ba nasa ibang lugar tayong dalawa ay magkaiba na ang mundong ating ginagalawan. Parehas may pagbabago sa buhay. May mga bagong kaibigan na nakikilala. May mga pagsubok na kailangang daanan at pagtagumpayan. Parehas dumaranas ng kalungkutan sa bawat araw na lumilipas. Bago ang kulturang binabagayan.


Tama bang isipin natin na makaiba ang mundo ng dalawang tao na magkalayo lang at nakatira sa makaibang lugar? Hindi ba't parehas lang ito at magkaiba lang ang mga pagkakataon. Ilang lang ang lugar, mga kasama at Kultura pero iisal ang pinanggalingan natin.

THE FEELING

This is another poem that I wrote before, I think I was 2nd year college in PLM... Nothing to do...

This was originally written July 26, 2002...

Please forgive the wrong grammars or spellings... I've some fixed some of the lines so that it wouldn't sound so awfull (nakakahiya kasi)...

Lights keep rushin' back in my head

Sometimes I feel I'm dead

I lie down silently on my bed

Until theirs nothing to be said

Could you imagine the pain I feel

It's like wanting to kill

Would I just be the one to kneel

Or be having a feel of thrill

Should I give-up and fade away

Wondering even if there would be a way

As the wind of breeze will sway

To the sunset of the bay

I would dream being on an island

and sing like I'm on a band

Waiting till I can't no longer stand

And say my last Goodbye!!!

TANG INA NYONG MGA MANDURUKOT

Kakauwi ko lang ng bahay galing Makati... Sumakay ako ng bus from Makati papuntang Karuhatan, nakatulog ako sa biyahe dahil inaantok na talaga ako... Paggising ko at ng bumaba ako ng bus napansin ko ang gaang ng bulsa ko sa kaliwa, yun naman pala na-SLICE ang bulsa ako nakuha ang COMPANY CELLPHONE ko... TANG INA!!!!

Pangalawang beses ko ng mawalan cellphone sa bus... Yung una pinost ko rin sa blog na to... Nakuha naman yun biyaheng Makati papuntang Buendia LRT... Nadukot sa cellphone case ko sa belt...

Nakakahiya na nga yung unang nangyari sakin ng ireport ko sa office namin, lalo na to na naulit nanaman sakin... Sana naman hindi nila ako pag-isipan ng masama...

Ano na ba talaga ang nangyayari sa Pinas ngayon??!!! Parang wala na talaga akong tiwalang sumakay ng pampasaherong sasakyan... Ang mga tao dito sa Pinas masyado na nga bang desperado o sadyang mga halang lang ang kaluluwa ng mga taong yun...

Pakiramdam ko ngayon parang ang malas ko ata ngayong taong ito dahil mangyari ba naman sakin yun ng dalawang beses... Hindi ko alam kung maiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil nakatulog ako sa biyahe at hindi ko sinunod ang alok nila LV na magpaumaga na lang sa kanila o sa mga PUTANG INANG MANDURUKOT na yun...

Eto nga pala ang ginawa ng mga yun sa pantalon ko... 3 nga lang maong pants ko sinira pa nila yung isa... Kaasar talaga!!!

IMMATURITY AND PROFESSIONALISM

A boss should be the who protects their subordinates and helps them in there concerns with there work and coaches them whenever they have questions. Everything that happens to the department that she is handling will reflect on her capabilities as a leader, whether she can help it improve.

This is not what is happening with my work, this boss is "sinisiraan ka sa mga clients mo or ibang tao, pati sa top management". Doesn't stick to what she says or committed. Naiiba na ang sinabi nya kapag nagkakaipitan na. May mga side comments na hindi magaganda. Nagtatrabaho mag-isa, hndi marunong magshare ng informations sa mga client namin. Hindi nya kayang tanggapin mga pagkakamali nya. Sipsip sa mga boss, at napaka moody na ang mga tao nya ang nahihirapan sa trabaho nila dahil hindi mo siya makausap ng maayos. Pinapagalitan ka kapag nireremind mo siya sa appointments, sa mga pendings nya samin. In other words, she's a FREAK of NATURE. This kind of person will never change and will forever be a toxic and torn to those who will under her supervision.

I don't want to leave and resign because I don't her to think that she has won, but before anything else I will do everything in my power to expose her. I will also make sure that she will know that she is messing with the wrong person, this is in a different way. I won't stoop down to her level and fight her in her own game, I'll bring this to my own level and were I know that I have the edge.
You better watch out, because Nice Guy's don't get angry they Just Get Back at You!!! Mr. Nice Guy; Jackie Chan Movie.

"A bad person who slanders a good one is like a person who looks up and spits at heaven... Her spit never reaches the sky, it falls back into her own face..." So watch out, you will see your spit falling back at your face...

Stolen...

Last Tuesday I lost my cellphone while I'm going home. At first we had a workout class at our office and after a hard workout, I became hungry and asked my friend Pam to come with and eat at KFC. By the way I did not change my workout clothes, I was wearing a jogging pants. I have two phones, Nokia 3530 and our company phone which is the Ericsson K608i. I placed both phones at the left pocket of my jogging pants which makes it really bulky and my pocket is quite shallow. So we ate at KFC and after eating hard fulll dinner we went out to smoke. After smoking we headed out going to Ayala Ave., Pam will ride an FX beside Standard Chartered building while I was going to take a jeepney going to Ayala MRT. The jeepney was not full yet when I entered, but after a few minutes the jeepney was full already. The last guy who entered seated at my left side, the same side where my two phones are located. I already was worried that he sat on my phones. I really would like to take a look at my phones that time but the jeepney was so full I have to space to move that much. So the first stopped was at Allied Bank building and some people got down the jeepney. I immediately looked at my pocket to see if anything happend to my phones. As I touched my left pocket to my surprise one of my phones were missing already. Guess what the phone that was missing is my Nokia 3530. You guys might say "so what" and think that it's such a cheap and old phone so why bother. Back to the story, I tried searching my left side and back to the right but I could see my phone anywhere. I immediately have a thought that it may fell from my pocket when I was eating at KFC, so when we reached Makati Shangri-La I went down and run all the way to KFC Rufino St. As I reached the store, I asked the crew if they saw any phones that I left, as what I expected they did not see anything so I left my calling card just in case anyone might return it but until now theirs no word.

As I was going out of the store I was thinking that I should have stayed at the jeepney and look for my phone but it was too late. So I tried calling my phone and it was still ringing but no one was answering it. I texted Paula (Mahal Ko) and informed her of what had happened. Afterwards I texted my brother (Diko) so I could have a ride with him going home because I no longer have the strength to take any public vehicle going home.

I even tried texting the person and pleaded to return my phone, even offering money in exchange to return my phone and even just e-mail my contacts. To my despise I found out that he was texting my cousins and friends. Texting them with "malaswa" and "bastos na mga text". I already accepted the fact that my phone will not be returned to me but after finding out that he was doing this I came to a decision and hunt him down. I was thinking on having someone text him and see if he will take the bait and meet with that person and once he approaches I will have some friends mog him. One of cousins gave me an idea to get some help from our uncle which is a cop.

For now this is my story, I will add a new one when I have some results on my plan.

By the way I named this blog entry as "stolen" because even though it fell from my pocket if I'm not mistaken, it felt like it was stolen because of the things that guy is doing. I want to consider this a crime from him. I would also like to appologize on my entry if the thoughts of each paragraph of different context this is my first entry.