Hatred

Pagpasensyahan nyo na, dahil sa wala akong maipost na bago ay ibabahagi ko lang ang isa sa mga luma kong tula... Ito ay kung matatawag nyo ngang tula...

I hate those who hate me
I hate those who brings fear in me
I hate those who doesn't understand me
I just hate all of them

Am I just tired or living?
Or am I just tired of believing?
Am I just tired of failing?
Or am I just tired of being a fool?

I'm sick of all this tension
I'm sick of all the hard times
I'm sick of the things around me
And I'm sick of everything else

I've got so much things in mind
That I couldn't even sleep at night
Or even breathe normally just once
As everything becomes a death toll for me

I hate to wait and sit around
I hate that I am still here
I hate to think that I'm still alive
Or do I just hate myself.

FAR AWAY

Habang naghihintay ako sa client ko medyo na inspire uli akong sumulat ng walang kwenta kong poems.

Isipin mo ba naman 7pm na nagtatrabaho pa ko eh hanggang 6pm lang work ko eh. Meron lang akong namiss na tao kaya ko ito naisulat kanina.

This poem is very fresh: Sept. 03, 2008

Far beyond the distance

Thingking of how you are

Not knowing if you are fine

Just hoping that you are well

Silently tonight, I pray to him

To keep you safe as always

Be far from harm

To keep on smiling like before

We loose our way sometimes

But I know we'll get back their everytime

Hanging on to what we have

And believing that it will last

We're bound by our dreams

Choosing our own fate

Taking chances for eveyones sake

But it's only your heart that I will take

THE FEELING

This is another poem that I wrote before, I think I was 2nd year college in PLM... Nothing to do...

This was originally written July 26, 2002...

Please forgive the wrong grammars or spellings... I've some fixed some of the lines so that it wouldn't sound so awfull (nakakahiya kasi)...

Lights keep rushin' back in my head

Sometimes I feel I'm dead

I lie down silently on my bed

Until theirs nothing to be said

Could you imagine the pain I feel

It's like wanting to kill

Would I just be the one to kneel

Or be having a feel of thrill

Should I give-up and fade away

Wondering even if there would be a way

As the wind of breeze will sway

To the sunset of the bay

I would dream being on an island

and sing like I'm on a band

Waiting till I can't no longer stand

And say my last Goodbye!!!

Past & Future Pains

Slowly closing my eyes to reality

As I soon lay myself into darkness

Not knowing of what is to come

Or what will become of me

Is there yet a reason for this

Answers are yet to be found

Hidden deep inside of consciousness

Sufferring from past wounds

That was delt by my own doing

Cannot foretell of my future

And oy my own world

Still felt by the anguish of my foes

And the wounds taht can't be healed

Nor time and space can tell

How this has affected me

My mind and my heart

Still and forever by in pain.

Pagpasensyahan nyo na po itong tula na to kung parang walang katuturan at kung magulo siya. Isinulat ko lang to nung nasa college pa ko. Ganito ako minsan kapag walang magawa dati nagsusulat lang ng kung anu-ano.

Lumang Tula na nga pala yan, kung mukha man siyang tula. Hehehe.

P.S: Hinay-hinay lang po sa panglalait... Hehehe...